Left me depleted and exhausted. Some of the pain I was experiencing was my very own. Thereafter I decided to make my living in a way that was less devastating emotionally. Thus marlon brando recalled, in his autobiograph...Left me depleted and exhausted. Some of the pain I was experiencing was my very own. Thereafter I decided to make my living in a way that was less devastating emotionally. Thus marlon brando recalled, in his autobiography, making.