It's been 18 months since my husband was murdered and I've decided to finish writing, the cookbook he started before he died. Everyone thinks I'm coping so well without him - they have no idea what I've been hiding or wh...It's been 18 months since my husband was murdered and I've decided to finish writing, the cookbook he started before he died. Everyone thinks I'm coping so well without him - they have no idea what I've been hiding or what I do away from prying eyes.